Looking up this page first thing that comes to mind is “ Damn its been along time since i posted” So we all said go bye to 2009 , some harder than others ( i know i was one of em ) and yet i am still to meet anyone who can tell me they had such a great year. Some say it has crushed them some say it ruined them and some depending on the time you get to the Bar have drank so hard they have achieved not being able to remember it ….. I prefer to look at it as an educational year , a year full of lessons learned which move me further on down the road. I do honestly believe the lessons you don’t learn from your are destined to repeat. And there is no way on hell am i prepared to repeat that one So what lessons did i learn? Well the scary thing is i don’t think i really learned anything new, but got some good grounding and understanding of my own morals and ethics and how i don’t really apply them as much as i should. So this year i am focused on rebuilding the old me , the true me , with all its flaws and traits being worked upon and bring my character , morals, ethics and standards not only back to the front but highlighted. I have grown a lot over the past years, last year probably especially, and i have done some things i am extremely proud of yet would probably mean nothing to others. Entering and finishing a 10 klm, and a Marathon and finishing is definitely a high light and the awesome consuming feeling of doing the volunteer work with the Lions is burning strong. To look in a kids eyes and see you made a positive change for the good in their lives is the best feeling of all. SO what is it im removing this year?
- Negativity
- Guilt
- Anger
- Fear
- Distraction
- Lieing , even the little white ones
- Debt
- Ignorance
- Pain
- Junk
- Excuses
I am sure there will be more and i will add them as they come up but that’s a good thing
So what am i taking on board this year with a Vengeance?
- Positivity
- Honesty at the core with myself and other
- Focus on myself ( i cant help everyone and i can others better when im focused and fixed)
- Integrity
- Passion
- Love for life
- Focus
- Health
- Confidence
- Dignity -
Integrity
- Living by my morals and virtues
- Fitness
- Doing something for the fight against cancer
- Fun !!!!!!!!!!
This year i am going to focus on what it is i want and more to the point how am i going to make it happen. Also i am going to work on being emotionally and physically more independent, having the ability to rise without the aid of others will be the best feeling. Looking at those i spend time with and seeing where there focus is, seeing if it is alike to mine and if not removing it. Educating myself on a daily basis and writing down what i have learned from life in my Journal Making sure i live each day to the maximum and make every day count Well to me this is a good start and i will keep you posted on my progress
